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April Fool

yingsha
01:04:07

dailies

pleuvoir下雨天

虽然现在是二月，今天却下起了夏天的雨。
夏天的雨来得快，去的也快...

蔚蓝的天空看起来很宁静，没有留下丝毫刚下过的雨的证据。

很累...
사랑하면 할수록。

triste所烦恼的

LORD, dont't be angry and rebuke me..
dont punish me in your anger...
I am worn out, O Lord; Have pity on me.
Give me strength; I am completely exhausted
and my whole being is deeply troubled.

How long, O Lord, will you wait to help me?

Come and save me, Lord;
in your mercy rescue me from death.
In the world of the dead you are not remembered;
no one can praise you there.

I am worn out with gief;
every night my bed is damp from my weeping;
my pillow is soaked with tears.
can hardly see;
my eyes are so swollen
from the weeping caused by...

(Psalm 6: 1-7)

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Dah-dah Dah-di-dah-dah, Di-di-di-dit Dit Di-dah Di-dah-dit Dah, Di-dit Di-di-dit, Dah-di-di-dit Di-dah-dit Dah-dah-dah Dah-di-dah Dit Dah-dit Di-dah-di-dah-di-dah , Di-dit Di-dah-dah-dah-dah-dit Dah-dah, Dah-di-dah-dit Di-dah-dit Dah-di-dah-dah Di-dit Dah-dit Dah-dah-dit, Dah-dit Dah-dah-dah Di-dah-dah, Dah-di-di-dit Di-di-dah Dah, Di-dit Dah Di-dah-dah-dah-dah-dit Di-di-dit, Dah-dit Dah-dah-dah Dah, Di-dit Dah-dah Di-dah-dah-dit Dah-dah-dah Di-dah-dit Dah Di-dah Dah-dit Dah Dah-dah-di-di-dah-dah, Di-dah Di-di-dit, Di-dah-di-dit Dah-dah-dah Dah-dit Dah-dah-dit, Di-dah Di-di-dit, Di-dit, Dah-di-dah Dah-dit Dah-dah-dah Di-dah-dah, Dah-dah-dit Dah-dah-dah Dah-di-dit, Di-dit Di-di-dit, Di-di-dit Dah Di-dit Di-dah-di-dit Di-dah-di-dit, Di-dah-dah Di-dit Dah Di-di-di-dit, Dah-dah Dit Dah-dah-di-di-dah-dah, Di-dit, Dah-di-dah Dah-dit Dah-dah-dah Di-dah-dah, Di-di-di-dit Dit, Di-dah-di-dit Dah-dah-dah Di-di-di-dah Dit Di-di-dit, Dah-dah Dit Dah-dah-di-di-dah-dah, Dit Di-di-di-dah Dit Dah-dit, Di-dit Di-di-dah-dit, Dah Di-di-di-dit Dit, Di-dah-dah Di-di-di-dit Dah-dah-dah Di-dah-di-dit Dit, Di-dah-dah Dah-dah-dah Di-dah-dit Di-dah-di-dit Dah-di-dit, Di-dit Di-di-dit, Dah-dit Dah-dah-dah Dah, Di-dah-dah Di-dah Dah-dit Dah, Di-dit, Di-dah-dah Di-dah Dah-dit Dah, Dah Dah-dah-dah, Dah-di-di-dit Dit, Di-dit Dah Di-dah-dah-dah-dah-dit Di-di-dit, Dah-dah-dah Dah-di-dah Dah-dah-di-di-dah-dah, Di-dah Di-di-dit, Di-dah-di-dit Dah-dah-dah Dah-dit Dah-dah-dit, Di-dah Di-di-dit, Di-di-di-dit Dit, Di-dah-di-dit Dah-dah-dah Di-di-di-dah Dit Di-di-dit, Dah-dah Dit Di-dah-di-dah-di-dah , Di-dit, Di-dah-di-dit Dah-dah-dah Di-di-di-dah Dit, Dah-di-dah-dah Dah-dah-dah Di-di-dah Di-dah-di-dah-di-dah , Dah-dah Dah-di-dah-dah, Di-di-di-dit Dit Di-dah Di-dah-dit Dah, Di-dit Di-di-dit, Di-dah-dah-dit Di-dah Di-dit Dah-dit, Dah-di-di-dit Dit Dah-di-dah-dit Di-dah Di-di-dah Di-di-dit Dit, Di-dit, Di-dah-di-dit Dah-dah-dah Di-di-di-dah Dit, Dah-di-dah-dah Dah-dah-dah Di-di-dah Di-dah-di-dah-di-dah

douleur难过

seriously I'm sick tired of myself. Crying everyday for?
I'm neither Helen Keller or Fanny Crosby. I have friends who cares for me and God who loves me so why am I still crying? It can't help me pass P1 or graduate from poly. It's just wasting of my time.

对不起。
Sorry mom for I didn't try to understand your problems.
Sorry I couldn't say sorry to you.

the worst day...或许

I overslept on bus when I was on my way to school this morning.
I'm struggling since last week..maybe I just reached my limit ~~again~~ and I went to cry... Thanks jxx for company me this morning.
I can be so easily defeated by the obstacles in life. I'm so weak =( sigh...

>>>

After school I went national library with jxx and zu.
I nearly lost in library..=P
I just went away for awhile to find books and I couldnt find jxx and zu when I turned back...=0
All my belongings were with them and I couldn't find them everywhere>_<

after 20 mins I finally saw jxx. T-T

Please dont't leave me alone next time.T-T at least tell me before u go ..>_< ..haha

<<<

Anyway I'm quite disappointed because I didn't able to find much useful information.=0 but at least I found one book for research and another book, By Design by Ralph Caplan.
the introduction of the book is quite interesting.
"This is a book about design-for people who couldn't care less: the design progress has more to do with your life than you think It is also a book for people who care too much-who think design is everything: the truth is, designers won't save the world; but the desigbn process can help make it worth saving. Isn't that enough? "

guess I'm the middle? haha

>>>

tomorrow is Valentine's Day I recieved many msgs from friends..kamhamnida=) but ~~happy Valentine's Day~~
I want friends forever instead.=)

<<<

I wonder what happened to everyone...I don't understand them and they don't understand what I really feel about them.

>>>

Omake #1
zu: what is christi's fav number?
jxx: 7??
me: dun kw..=0
zu: it's 8.xD
jxx and me: why?
zu: cos christi 8(ate..) HAHAHAHA xP
jxx and me: =_=...

Omake #2
zu: why does 6 afraid of 7? =P
me: cos 6 is scared of 7? =3
jxx: why?
zu: hahaha..cos 7 8(ate) 9..xDD
jxx and me: -_-lll

haha=)

<<<

The worst is yet to come, but I believe God is always there for me..=)

Nick Vujicic

有一次牧师讲到Nick Vujicic，Jinhui的email又让我再次想起这个人。
如果他能够不放弃，我们还能抱怨什么呢?

而让他能够坚持下去，永不放弃的力量是来自上帝。
我们须要做的只是坚持相信上帝。
相信他是爱我们的神。=)

imbécile疑问

Quote from sam who quote from JY's blogskin =x
I believe the most difficult situation you can ever be faced with
is deciding whether you should just move on
or hold on a little tighter.
Move on,
and maybe you'll lose a chance at the best thing that could have ever happened,
or hold on,
and have the possibility of one day being the biggest disaster created.

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Di-dit, Di-dah-dah Di-dit Di-di-dit Di-di-di-dit, Di-di-dah, Dah Dit Di-dah-di-dit Di-dah-di-dit, Dah-dah Dit, Di-di-dah, Di-di-di-dit Di-dah Dah Dit, Dah-dah Dit Di-dah-di-dah-di-dah , Di-dit Di-dah-di-dah-di-dah Di-dah-di-dah-di-dah Di-dah-di-dit Dah-dah-dah Di-di-di-dah Dit, Di-di-dah Di-dah-di-dah-di-dah Di-dah-di-dah-di-dah Di-dit Dah Di-dah-dah-dah-dah-dit Di-di-dit, Di-di-di-dit Di-di-dah Di-dah-dit Dah Di-di-dit, Dah-dah Dit, Di-di-dit Dah-dah-dah, Dah-dah Di-di-dah Dah-di-dah-dit Di-di-di-dit Di-dah-di-dah-di-dah Di-dah-di-dah-di-dah Dit Di-di-di-dah Dit Di-dah-dit Dah-di-dah-dah Dah-di-dit Di-dah Dah-di-dah-dah Di-dah-di-dah-di-dah Di-dah-di-dah-di-dah Dit Di-di-di-dah Dit Di-dah-dit Dah-di-dah-dah Dah-dit Di-dit Dah-dah-dit Di-di-di-dit Dah Di-dah-di-dah-di-dah Di-dah-di-dah-di-dah Dah-dah Dah-di-dah-dah, Di-di-di-dit Dit Di-dah Di-dah-dit Dah, Di-dit Di-di-dit, Dah-di-dah-dit Di-dah-dit Dah-di-dah-dah Di-dit Dah-dit Dah-dah-dit Di-dah-di-dah-di-dah

trip to Alessi

End here.

début结束与开始

我还没有休息够，P1就要开始了。=0
上一个module刚刚结束而已...
我的CDS还没有完，一个新的module就开始了。T-T
虽然我想尽我的努力做好CDS的功课，可是似乎还是有很多的问题存在。至于之前的presentation...TT-TT 既然过了就不用讲了吧。
现在每天都很忙碌。很羡慕liting，只有她还在放假。
大家都加油吧。
aza aza fighting!! =x

P.S.最近太忙了，我竟然忘记liying的生日。T_T对不起...o(>_<)o happy belated birthday.
P.P.S. 谢谢Gaen的礼物=)

aujourd'hui风和日丽的一天

今天碰到的第一个人：
早上在等车的时候，身旁走过一个人，他戴着耳机听歌，边走路，边大声的唱着歌；看起来心情很好呢。
很多时候，我们心情的好坏，都是由自己来决定的吧。

今天碰到的第二个人：
在车上，坐在我身后的两个人讲话的声音很大，
所以我不知不觉开始听他们聊天。
刚开始我还听得懂他们在讲什么，可是后来，其中一个人一直在笑，于是我渐渐听不明白他们在谈什么。
hmm...讲话很爱笑的人。嗯，和我认识的一个人很像。=)

今天碰到的第三个人：
我有点羡慕nelson呢。我的妈妈，因该永远都不会让我邀请这么多人来我家吧。=(
谢谢nelson的招待。kamsahamnida=)

今天的天气很好。
christi说我们应该去骑脚车，去nelson家太对不起今天的天气了。haha
今天风很也很适合放风筝呢。=)
有机会的话，下一次大家一起去放风筝吧。o(^-^)o~

exécution今天的演出

At cross

At the cross, at the cross, where I first saw the light

And the burden of my heart rolled away

It was there by faith I received my sight,

And now I am happy all the day.

今天是我第一次在教堂演奏。

我很清楚其实我还需要更努力，但是老师还是让决定让我弹。可是我没有想到要面对1000个人。>_< 我们是第一个表演的，先由老师Doris 弹，然后剩下的三首是我要附则要弹的。老师开始弹琴的时候，我坐在她的旁边，越来越紧张。但是相信并不是我一个人紧张而已，大家都很紧张吧。>_< 虽然不是很成功，但是我们都尽力了。

勇气可嘉? =x *claps*

I cried when I experienced love from him for the first time at church.
It's the first time I cried because of true happiness.

♫ ♬ ♪ ♩ ♪♫ ♬ ♪ ♩ ♪♫ ♬ ♪ ♩ ♪♫ ♬ ♪ ♩ ♪♫ ♬ ♪ ♩ ♪♫ ♬ ♪ ♩ ♪♫ ♬ ♪ ♩ ♪♫ ♬ ♪ ♩ ♪♫ ♬ ♪ ♩ ♪♫ ♬

Here I Am To Worship

Light of the world, You step down into darkness.
Opened my eyes let me see.

Beauty that made this heart adore you hope of a life spent with you.

And here I am to worship,

Here I am to bow down,

Here I am to say that you're my God,

You're altogether lovely,

Altogether worthy,

Altogether wonderful to me.

King of all days,

Oh so highly exalted

Glorious in heaven above.

Humbly you came to the earth you created.

All for love's sake became poor.

I'll never know how much it cost to see my sin upon that cross.

And I'll never know how much it cost to see my sin upon that cross.

No I'll never know how much it cost to se my sin upon that cross.

Here I am to worship,

Here I am to bow down,

Here I am to say that you're my God,

You're altogether lovely,

Altogether worthy,

Altogether wonderful to me.

So Here I am to worship,

Here I am to bow down,

Here I am to say that you're my God.

P.S. thanks for the msgs from sam, xianxian, liting & momo=)

pleuvoir下雨天

triste所烦恼的

douleur难过

the worst day...或许

>>>

after 20 mins I finally saw jxx. T-T

Please dont't leave me alone next time.T-T at least tell me before u go ..>_< ..haha

<<<

>>>

tomorrow is Valentine's Day I recieved many msgs from friends..kamhamnida=) but ~~happy Valentine's Day~~
I want friends forever instead.=)

<<<

I wonder what happened to everyone...I don't understand them and they don't understand what I really feel about them.

>>>

haha=)

<<<

The worst is yet to come, but I believe God is always there for me..=)

Nick Vujicic

有一次牧师讲到Nick Vujicic，Jinhui的email又让我再次想起这个人。
如果他能够不放弃，我们还能抱怨什么呢?

而让他能够坚持下去，永不放弃的力量是来自上帝。
我们须要做的只是坚持相信上帝。
相信他是爱我们的神。=)

imbécile疑问

trip to Alessi

End here.

début结束与开始

aujourd'hui风和日丽的一天

exécution今天的演出

At cross

At the cross, at the cross, where I first saw the light

And the burden of my heart rolled away

It was there by faith I received my sight,

And now I am happy all the day.

今天是我第一次在教堂演奏。

勇气可嘉? =x *claps*

Light of the world, You step down into darkness.
Opened my eyes let me see.

Beauty that made this heart adore you hope of a life spent with you.

And here I am to worship,

Here I am to bow down,

Here I am to say that you're my God,

You're altogether lovely,

Altogether worthy,

Altogether wonderful to me.

King of all days,

Oh so highly exalted

Glorious in heaven above.

Humbly you came to the earth you created.

All for love's sake became poor.

I'll never know how much it cost to see my sin upon that cross.

And I'll never know how much it cost to see my sin upon that cross.

No I'll never know how much it cost to se my sin upon that cross.

Here I am to worship,

Here I am to bow down,

Here I am to say that you're my God,

You're altogether lovely,

Altogether worthy,

Altogether wonderful to me.

So Here I am to worship,

Here I am to bow down,

Here I am to say that you're my God.

P.S. thanks for the msgs from sam, xianxian, liting & momo=)