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April Fool

yingsha
01:04:07

dailies

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I just want to be loved
By the person close to me

Pretending to have fun even though I want to cry
Is surprisingly easy

I didn’t want to get sad
So I tried not to see the important things

Even though I lose everyone and everything
If only you were with me, that would be enough
Why is it in this world only the most beloved things
Why is it things keep falling out of the palm of my

I won’t tell you my real feelings
Because it’s embarrasing
Tears, temperature and smiles might actually exist in this world

From the shore I saw you and it looked just like a beautiful painting
Even though no one and nothing was left
Because you were here I felt relieved
Even though I didn’t tell you
I thought we would always be together in this world

If the order of tomorrow and today were changed
If tomorrow became yesterday
Would I be able to meet you again

Tell me, what I looked for
And what you looked for
If we found that, what could’ve been
Like this endless sea

If we put our everything into it, would we be able to be together
In this world, if I was deeply loved by you
I wouldn’t be feeling so lonely

Zzzz...

星期一就要开学了。>_<
ahhhhhhh....
我不要... TT^TT

两个星期的假期，似乎很快，但又很漫长。假期里，每天都好像忙忙碌碌，却也好像无所事事。有种要在家里发霉的感觉...或者说我要在人间蒸发掉了。可是尽管如此，我还是不想上学。
我不想一直做同样的梦。T-T
其实，我不想上学和我想上学的成分是一样多吧。

1:27

虽然很累, 可是我还没有睡觉。
很多事情, 都可能和我想象中的不一样吧。
或许真的象表面上看起来那样, 只不过是我不愿意接受事实而已...

也许这是上帝对虚伪的我所做的惩罚吧?

经管如此, 那时的笑容和眼泪都是真挚的。

うつし絵

Utsushi E Yui Aragaki

Tada ichiban chikaku ni iru sono hito ni
aisaretakute nakitai no ni tanoshii furi suru no wa angai kantan na koto da ne...

Kanashii no wa naretenai kara taisetsu na koto wo minai you ni shiteta

Dare mo kamo nani mo kamo ushinatte mo kimi ga ite kureta nara sore dake da yo datta no ni
kono sekai de doushite ichiban itoshii mono dake doushite te no hira okobore ochite iku n darou

Sunao na kimochi wo hanasenai bukiyou na dare ka no tame ni namida ya taiyou ya egao wa kitto kono you ni aru no kamo shirenai

Kishibe kara mieta kimi wa utsushi e mitai ni mite ita n da yo ne

Dare hitori nani hitotsu no goranakute mo kimi ga ite kureta kara sore dake de anshin datta kono sekai de sore na no ni chanto tsutaerarenakute sore na no ni zutto issho to mamotte ita

Ashita to kinou junban ga kawari moshi mo kyou no tsuri wa kimou nara kimi ni mou ichido aeru kana

Oshiete watashi ga sagashita mono wo kimi ga sagashita mono wo futari ga mitsuketa nani ka wo hateshinai hirogaru kono umi no you ni tsurete funkei ireta nara yurushiaeru hazu na no ni kono sekai de jibun ga omou yori fukaku aisarete jibun ga omou yori hitori kimi janai n da ne.

♪ ♫

East of Eden

East of Eden is the classic book I'm reading recently.
I haven't had time to read classic books like I used to. Actually I had, but ever since I addicted to watch Korean and Japanese dramas and movies, I had less time to read books. =x

Anyway, I think the book is quite interesting. It's a story about 2 families, the Trasks & the Hamiltons. Perhaps Cal and Lee are my favourite characters, but I like Samuel as well. =D

"I know that sometimes a lis is used in kindness. I don't believe it ever works kindly. The quick pain of truth can pass away, but the slow, eating agony of a lie is never lost. That's a running sore.''
It's quite true..isn't it?

P.S. My mind is so empty recently....I dreamed every night, my mom say it means I didn't rest properly, so I shouldn't slept too much. Sigh. I want to go out more but my friends are very busy recently..(even in holiday..T-T) I had no mood to do anything, I don't feel like drawing either. fighting...

P.P.S. 그바보~ending~
Ji Soo: They all look so happy. It's good to see them.
Dong Baek: Do those people not make your eyes dazzled? Things that shine are not only stars, but all those who live on Earth...people shines in singles with the only fact that they exist.
Ji Soo:　Then it means they all are stars.
The happiness we were looking, is now.
=)

찬란한 유산

☻ Lee Seung Ki & Han Hyo Joo look so cute together..^-^.

outing

suppose to go school return library books today, but I overselpt. =0 hmm...so tomorrow?

I will be going out with grace, lihui, yanxi and meijin to watch movie on wednesday, kaching is too busy to meet us =( but I'm still happy that most of us can out. =D

Everyone is so busy...I wonder when we can go out again like we used to.

chirti asked me to do one personality test(by choosing colours), I have to say that I'm really borther by the result. (is it because it's true? )
''Being afraid that you may be prevented from achieving your hopes and dreams is making you anxious and nervous. As a dreamer your ideas can at times move into the realm of fantasy and you could be following that so called illusive dream.'' T-T

perhaps I think too much.

ただ一番近くにいるその人に愛されたくて泣きたいのに楽しいフリするのは案外簡単なことだね悲しいのは慣れてないから太切なことを見ないようにしてた...素直な気持ちを話せない不器用な誰かのために涙や体温や笑顔はきっとこの世にあるのかもしれない..明日と昨日順番が逆にもしも今日の次が昨日なら君にもう一度会えるかな ? ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●

Hansel and Gretel

헨젤과 그레텔是2007年的电影。

记得以前小时候读Hansel and Gretel 的时候，虽然是快乐的结局，但还是觉得故事有一点令人毛骨悚然。没想到竟然真的拍成了恐怖片。o_o''

但是电影只是和故事相似而已，情节完全不一样。헨젤과 그레텔 让我想起了Pan's Labyrinth，同样是带着悲哀的童话。

Holiday。

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今天是假期的第一天。
中午12点多才醒来，才发现外面正在下着小雨。早安午安！
忙碌这么多天，我终于有空理会我杂乱的房间了；笔记本，水杯，直尺，指甲刀，照相机，废纸，木偶，玩具，木块，胶带，凌乱地占满着书桌和窗台。
假期总是充满着兴奋与盼望，还有一丝懒惰。心里总是在想这个假期会过得有意义吗? 还是会像上个假期一样整天无所事事? =x haha...正在喝着囖卜和青苹果的我又在想着无聊的事了。>_< 假期的第一天，就先整理一下我的房间，还有我的心情吧？
我零碎的心情就像天上的星星一样复杂。sigh...

----------------------------------------------------P.S. let's meet up soon =)
----------------------------------------------------P.P.S. carrot and green apple juice is yummy.

13.06.09. sat

xxx.

hmm. 现在越来越没有话讲了。
加油jxx & xl...don't cry le ok?? =)
培根说过幸运并非没有恐惧和烦恼；厄运也决非没有安慰和希望。这算是一句鼓励的话吗? T_T
haha...

P.S. message to xxx.
P.S.S. again by YUI---> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9D--GtGObws expected from YUI=) haha..it's a nice song, but i still love melissa more=x love ed<3

08, 06, 09, monday

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