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April Fool

yingsha
01:04:07

dailies

..ing

现在正下着雨。
虽然很多事情做，可是我却懒散地看着雨发呆。
然后
突然想起来我忘记还学校的书！TT-TT
ahhhhh
不知不觉已经一个星期了。
为什么总是乎近乎远呢...

已经有很多让我感到烦恼的事了。
学校的功课，任何时候都是一个问题；还有...他们..我一点都不明白。

P.S. I LOVE GOD
P.P.S. I love u too.. .>_<.
P.P.P.S. realised my posts are getting shorter and shorter. It's getting harder to express...words are not enough to convey...or maybe I simply not sure about how I really feel.

crazy...

Yes, I think I am going crazy. I really love you from my heart but I want ignore you at same time. D= Sometimes you simply don't want to talk to someone for certain stupid/childish reasons. It's really hard for me...=( not because of you but myself... but I really do care about you as my friend.

(pls ignore this post)

I'm tired, I'm sleepy, I'm happy, or I'm sad, I'm stupid. I don't know what to do, I'm lost, I'm selfish, i'm want to try my best. I want to tell you, I want to be a bad person, I want to know how you feel, I want to love God, I want to be sincere, I want you be happy. I hate the useless part of me, I don't want to say sorry anymore, I want to believe, I don't want you to hate me, I want to be trust by you, I am sorry, I don't want to cry, I hope I can do well. I miss my dad, I miss grandpa, I miss you. I am talking rubbish. I want to jiayou, I want to talk to you, I don't know what to do so that you can open your heart to me. I want to be confident, I want to success, I want to be happy from my heart. I don't know how to talk to you. I want to say thank to you, I truly love my friends, I'm sorry if I hurted you. Please forgive me...Thank you..sincerely...I am scared, I worried, I want everyone to be happy..
christi.. xl.. jx.. mt.. xianxian..

I'm an idiot that's why I didn't talk to you. =(

即将开始的旅程。

明天要出远门。

现在正没耐心地画着。

学校的功课...常常让人感到厌倦呢。

最近我的电话好像坏掉了，总是收到来自未来的短信。

很累，又很想睡觉。

明天要早起，可是又不能早睡。

Fighting.

为什么在得到一些东西时，总会在同时又失去一些?

现在好想画我想画的东西，
也很想跟你讲话。

我真的不想出门...

在这样忙碌的时候，我怎么能有心情去玩呢...T^T

人与人间的关系总是一直在变化。
有的时候，我真的觉得要维持彼此间的关系很辛苦。

hmm...我还是快点画吧。

P.S. The man who can't get married is a cute drama =3
P.P.S. addicted to its OST & SNSD's new album.

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每天还是一样的忙碌，现在越来越没有闲情逸致写什么东西了，与其每天单调的写下发生的事情，我情愿象现在这样。
其实很多事，还是放在心里比较好吧。
人与人之间的关系，以及内心的变化，我自己其实也不是很清楚..

不管我做错什么，他都会以宽大的心怀来包容；我是否也能为他尽我最大的努力呢?

..ing

crazy...

(pls ignore this post)

即将开始的旅程。

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