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last Sunday of 2009.
 School starts tomorrow.
It's such a short break. Sigh.
Although I feeling very uncertain and nervous about tomorrow, I'm still in my holiday mood right now. (yes..typing this paragraph and being lackadaisicalness in mind.)
I can't really say it's a fruitless holiday but I really didn't acheive much in this term break. I neither worked nor did any drawings. (didn't do my porfolio and email my dad too.)
hmm..
and tomorrow! my creative writing lectuer is a female (I feel so 'happy' >_<) and we are already told to prepare our exercise book for writing. I don't really mind to write...(since I'm not good at it) but I miss my sketch book and my pencils...how I wish I can take some drawing module again.
I really really want complete my sketch book but I feeling stale about everything lately.
Love is... God=)
You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
When I fall down You pick me up
When I am dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
You are my all in all by Dennis Jernigan
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MERRY CHRISTMAS.
It's a sleepy Christmas. Actually I didn't planned anything for yesterday...so I just decided to stay at home. (because the day before we went to fly kite, I was quite tired.) However I was wake up by my msg and deicide to watch Avatar with some PIDs and then meet up Christi since she was working nearby. I was nearly lost =x at Orchard mrt station, but lucky my friends found me. After the movie Christina and I changed our plan and decided to go Jamie's house with the rest. It was quite fun to choose the Christmas presents? haha...but it was not really very fun as I already found out some of the presents before we exchanged.>_<. haha. Anyway happy Birthday to Jesus and Merry Christmas.=)
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SOMETHING IS MISSING I CAN'T FIND IT! =(
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22-12-09
Shiumi is so cutee..:3 I feel like do a painting for her.(Yes I shall do it!) It's because sam is sick that's why I get chance to see her today. hehe. Anyway, when sam gets better, I will get a cake for her when school starts. :3
Somehow I feel rather disappointed with someone...mayebe it's not that person's fault..but..
I know life is always going up and down, but I still the time I smile is much much longer than I cry or feeling disappointed. No matter how tough it is...all I hope for is an happy ending.
P.S. God pls let it be a windy day tomorrow for our picnic :3
P.P.S. and hope my sushi taste better! .>_<.
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Boku note:
昨天晚上做了一个很奇怪的梦；本来是跟momo还有另外一个人一起看恐怖片，可是最后我却变成了恐怖电影里的主角。o_o''
今天是假期的第二天，可是却感觉过了很多天似的。
放假了，才终于有时间整理我的东西。以前总是过一阵子便会整理我的书架和抽屉，现在则是对着pc面前‘打扫’hard disk里的文件；以前总会面对一大堆灰尘，而现在却要但心不知名的病毒。但不变的是，因为东西太杂乱，我需要花一整天来整理所有的东西；还有，看到以前的照片总是会不自觉地回想起之前在一起的回忆。
那个时候的我们是否有想到今天的我们会是怎样的？
虽然每天去学校都是看到同样的人，可是我们彼此间的故事都是不一样的吧？
感觉上就好像我们和每个人都有不同的秘密。=)
The slight sound of the rain can be heard
when I listen carefully
I'm sitting here trying to find the words
that would describe my heart
I think, write, and pause
I erase and everything's back to the way it is
What I got down after 12 hours was just litter
I want to tell you but it doesn't work out well
The feelings that pent-up from thinking,
swells up without being expressed
The shards of words inside me now
pointing sharply, stabbing the back of my throat
It doesn't haven't to be beautiful
It's alright if it's little by little
I'll mould my pain into a shape
Nothing lasted for long when I was child
Even if I was asked "Is this the thing"
I was troubled with what to answer
If you are to say that there was something that was awarded to someone like me
Then I'd like to believe in myself when I was lost and standing
The place I'm at right now is a little uncomfortable but
with an expression full of love
I'm filled with warmth
And then I hear your voice
Even the marks of strife that were
thrown down at my feet,
even when I'm struggling, it's all me so
I just earnestly shout out the feelings inside
You're there at the end of the voice
My sound can be heard when you listen carefully
The sky stops crying and the clouds start to part
The shards of words, I sew together now
One by one they overlap to become a song
It doesn't have to be beautiful
It's alright if it's little by little
The light shines through
I'll sing until my voice withers and
wish that the sadness that falls on you,
clears away
I want the way I am, to reach you
What I was looking for was right in front of me II
It's a sweet song. :3Labels: music
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Ken's Bar II
  A late update of Ken Hirai. >_<. I can't believe I missed it. It was released on May this year, maybe I was too busy. :x Labels: music
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18-12-09
Finally, IT'S HOLIDAY. =)
My mom just came back from holiday...life is back to normal? haha..kind of miss my mom's cooking. Christmas is coming and I only have one week to finish what I planned for my holiday; but it's still good to have holiday. :)
I didn't do very well for this block..and I am quite worry for the coming block since it's the first time I will be alone for elective class. Although it's still early..merry Christmas!:) and enjoy holiday haha.
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feeling guilty....
 Just reached home after watching a night movie with meijin and grace.=) The story is not very realistic, but it still touches me as much as The Day after Tomorrow. The end of world is coming, I wonder where will I be and what will I be doing at that time. It's not scary to die...but it's really sad to watch so many people just die like that.. Of course I won't be like the main character in the movie but I still hope all my family and friends can stay beside me. :x I pray hard that before that day coming, every single soul can be saved. I feeling quite nervous(?) now.. I know It's not the right time for me to enjoy...but I really spend lot of time and money going out with friends. >_< Still, it's really good to see them.=) miss them so much..hope yanxi and sam com back faster so we can meet up soon. P.S. pls forgive me God>_< P.P.S. I am feeling happy to just see u online. It's enough.
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haengbokhada. ida...
It's really pleasing to sleep early and wake up early. (It's good for health! =D)
I woke up before dawn today(because I slept at 5:30 pm yesterday =x)
The first time I go to church with a fresh and energetic mood. (becos I always go with my sleepy eyes. =x)
God's songs can easily touch people's heart when they are weak...
It always makes me feel much better after the morning church service. It will be really nice if I could go church every day in the morning.
There is an old lady who sat behind me in the church this morning. When we started sing our praises to God like usual, her voice can be clearly heard in the hall because she seemed to use all her strength singing the songs. It might sound unpleasant to many people, but surprisingly I don't mind at all...I believe no one else in this morning did. It's because everyone who was listening knows she was singing with her heart, with full of love.
Thus even though it might not sound enjoyable by some people, I think it's the sweetest voice to God.
Pastor told us more about his life story today. He is definitely not a rich guy in many people's eyes, but he is richest person in spirit. His whole life is a testimony of God.
I really want to be a great person like him.
P.S. fighting xl!
P.P.S. many thanks to my darling and monster=) and I will never forget zu's Abracadabra :P
P.P.P.S. sorry to xianxian, lihui, grace and marcus..>_<'
P.P.P.P.S omg.. *)&^!@)_{=!~!@#$%^ ...guess I still dont have the mood for christmas..my drawings is speechless...=_=
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last Sunday of 2009.
School starts tomorrow.
It's such a short break. Sigh.
Although I feeling very uncertain and nervous about tomorrow, I'm still in my holiday mood right now. (yes..typing this paragraph and being lackadaisicalness in mind.)
I can't really say it's a fruitless holiday but I really didn't acheive much in this term break. I neither worked nor did any drawings. (didn't do my porfolio and email my dad too.)
hmm..
and tomorrow! my creative writing lectuer is a female (I feel so 'happy' >_<) and we are already told to prepare our exercise book for writing. I don't really mind to write...(since I'm not good at it) but I miss my sketch book and my pencils...how I wish I can take some drawing module again.
I really really want complete my sketch book but I feeling stale about everything lately.
Love is... God=)
You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
When I fall down You pick me up
When I am dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
You are my all in all by Dennis Jernigan
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MERRY CHRISTMAS.
It's a sleepy Christmas. Actually I didn't planned anything for yesterday...so I just decided to stay at home. (because the day before we went to fly kite, I was quite tired.) However I was wake up by my msg and deicide to watch Avatar with some PIDs and then meet up Christi since she was working nearby. I was nearly lost =x at Orchard mrt station, but lucky my friends found me. After the movie Christina and I changed our plan and decided to go Jamie's house with the rest. It was quite fun to choose the Christmas presents? haha...but it was not really very fun as I already found out some of the presents before we exchanged.>_<. haha. Anyway happy Birthday to Jesus and Merry Christmas.=)
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SOMETHING IS MISSING I CAN'T FIND IT! =(
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22-12-09
Shiumi is so cutee..:3 I feel like do a painting for her.(Yes I shall do it!) It's because sam is sick that's why I get chance to see her today. hehe. Anyway, when sam gets better, I will get a cake for her when school starts. :3
Somehow I feel rather disappointed with someone...mayebe it's not that person's fault..but..
I know life is always going up and down, but I still the time I smile is much much longer than I cry or feeling disappointed. No matter how tough it is...all I hope for is an happy ending.
P.S. God pls let it be a windy day tomorrow for our picnic :3
P.P.S. and hope my sushi taste better! .>_<.
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Boku note:
昨天晚上做了一个很奇怪的梦；本来是跟momo还有另外一个人一起看恐怖片，可是最后我却变成了恐怖电影里的主角。o_o''
今天是假期的第二天，可是却感觉过了很多天似的。
放假了，才终于有时间整理我的东西。以前总是过一阵子便会整理我的书架和抽屉，现在则是对着pc面前‘打扫’hard disk里的文件；以前总会面对一大堆灰尘，而现在却要但心不知名的病毒。但不变的是，因为东西太杂乱，我需要花一整天来整理所有的东西；还有，看到以前的照片总是会不自觉地回想起之前在一起的回忆。
那个时候的我们是否有想到今天的我们会是怎样的？
虽然每天去学校都是看到同样的人，可是我们彼此间的故事都是不一样的吧？
感觉上就好像我们和每个人都有不同的秘密。=)
The slight sound of the rain can be heard
when I listen carefully
I'm sitting here trying to find the words
that would describe my heart
I think, write, and pause
I erase and everything's back to the way it is
What I got down after 12 hours was just litter
I want to tell you but it doesn't work out well
The feelings that pent-up from thinking,
swells up without being expressed
The shards of words inside me now
pointing sharply, stabbing the back of my throat
It doesn't haven't to be beautiful
It's alright if it's little by little
I'll mould my pain into a shape
Nothing lasted for long when I was child
Even if I was asked "Is this the thing"
I was troubled with what to answer
If you are to say that there was something that was awarded to someone like me
Then I'd like to believe in myself when I was lost and standing
The place I'm at right now is a little uncomfortable but
with an expression full of love
I'm filled with warmth
And then I hear your voice
Even the marks of strife that were
thrown down at my feet,
even when I'm struggling, it's all me so
I just earnestly shout out the feelings inside
You're there at the end of the voice
My sound can be heard when you listen carefully
The sky stops crying and the clouds start to part
The shards of words, I sew together now
One by one they overlap to become a song
It doesn't have to be beautiful
It's alright if it's little by little
The light shines through
I'll sing until my voice withers and
wish that the sadness that falls on you,
clears away
I want the way I am, to reach you
What I was looking for was right in front of me II
It's a sweet song. :3Labels: music
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Ken's Bar II
A late update of Ken Hirai. >_<. I can't believe I missed it. It was released on May this year, maybe I was too busy. :x Labels: music
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18-12-09
Finally, IT'S HOLIDAY. =)
My mom just came back from holiday...life is back to normal? haha..kind of miss my mom's cooking. Christmas is coming and I only have one week to finish what I planned for my holiday; but it's still good to have holiday. :)
I didn't do very well for this block..and I am quite worry for the coming block since it's the first time I will be alone for elective class. Although it's still early..merry Christmas!:) and enjoy holiday haha.
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feeling guilty....
Just reached home after watching a night movie with meijin and grace.=) The story is not very realistic, but it still touches me as much as The Day after Tomorrow. The end of world is coming, I wonder where will I be and what will I be doing at that time. It's not scary to die...but it's really sad to watch so many people just die like that.. Of course I won't be like the main character in the movie but I still hope all my family and friends can stay beside me. :x I pray hard that before that day coming, every single soul can be saved. I feeling quite nervous(?) now.. I know It's not the right time for me to enjoy...but I really spend lot of time and money going out with friends. >_< Still, it's really good to see them.=) miss them so much..hope yanxi and sam com back faster so we can meet up soon. P.S. pls forgive me God>_< P.P.S. I am feeling happy to just see u online. It's enough.
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haengbokhada. ida...
It's really pleasing to sleep early and wake up early. (It's good for health! =D)
I woke up before dawn today(because I slept at 5:30 pm yesterday =x)
The first time I go to church with a fresh and energetic mood. (becos I always go with my sleepy eyes. =x)
God's songs can easily touch people's heart when they are weak...
It always makes me feel much better after the morning church service. It will be really nice if I could go church every day in the morning.
There is an old lady who sat behind me in the church this morning. When we started sing our praises to God like usual, her voice can be clearly heard in the hall because she seemed to use all her strength singing the songs. It might sound unpleasant to many people, but surprisingly I don't mind at all...I believe no one else in this morning did. It's because everyone who was listening knows she was singing with her heart, with full of love.
Thus even though it might not sound enjoyable by some people, I think it's the sweetest voice to God.
Pastor told us more about his life story today. He is definitely not a rich guy in many people's eyes, but he is richest person in spirit. His whole life is a testimony of God.
I really want to be a great person like him.
P.S. fighting xl!
P.P.S. many thanks to my darling and monster=) and I will never forget zu's Abracadabra :P
P.P.P.S. sorry to xianxian, lihui, grace and marcus..>_<'
P.P.P.P.S omg.. *)&^!@)_{=!~!@#$%^ ...guess I still dont have the mood for christmas..my drawings is speechless...=_=
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white,blue & orange.
spring rain & winter snow.
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orchestra.
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